I finally feel like posting in here... I'm lame, y'know?
It's all good.

I'm waiting on the bleach to dry in the bathroom.
Actually, it's probably done, but you know I'm fucking lazy, so whatever.
The reason I'm bleaching it is because there's this nasty black mold shit in the shower,
And I'm really tired of staring at it and thinking 'ICK' and trying to avoid touching it while I shave my legs.
But I digress.

I'm cleaning the whole house for my mom's birthday...
And because I need a distraction.
Eh.
I've just been realizing lately that I don't really have anything stable in my life.
Relationships fall apart. Friends talk shit. Parents get disappointed.
Even bands split up.
So like, what the fuck do you do?

There's not really much TO do, I suppose.
Just... wait for that thing/person that you can really depend on.
I'll be keeping my eyes open for that.

Ugh. My sleep is so fucked.
I'm jittery on coffee brownies right now, though.
Of course, the night that I'm tired,
I won't let myself sleep because I have to clean.
I need to do something nice for my mom. I feel like a douche of a child.
:/
Hopefully this will count for something.

Cheers, mom.
I may be fucked up, but that's my own fault.
I think you raised one hell of a kid.